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... är ingen större texttolkare, men denna låt av Linkin Park belyser för mig hur jag känner mig när jag ser på mig själv, vem jag är och vem jag vill vara. Det känns ibland som det är en person inuti som vill ut och en annan som hindrar mig från att bli denna personen.



I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you

I've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste is more than i can take

But i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you